catch Up

I have completely and utterly been ignoring my blogs. This was never my original intent and late and night when I can;t sleep io definitly beat myself up for not posting more often but because of everything that's been happening lately i think I can excuse my self.

Two weeks ago, monday morning, my father died. My dad died. I don't like saying father he wasn't just my father he was my dad and my best friend and everything cool and knowledgable all rolled into one. he was the kind of guy you would call if you needed help on who wants to be a millilonaire. So that sucked.

Then my laptop's charger busted and I couldnt' charge my laptop anymore so that effectively shut off my ability to update out on the go. I have an ipod but I have to be near and open network to get on line and who the hell updates a blog from a damn i pod? That's stupid.


so I just haven't been updating but there's a lot I want to do with this space even if no one ever reads it.

So I will starting tonight.